Thursday, August 13, 2009

So Near and Yet So Far...

Whenever I would pass by this market when I go home from work, I would always find myself looking at those cute puppies outside the stores. I would often look at them with such fondness. My favorite kind are those pomeranian spitz. And I have seen them at one of those stores before. Since then, I would look out to those stores whenever I would pass by hoping to catch a glimpse of those pomeranian spitz. Sadly, it has been a while since I last saw one.

Kanina, while looking at the stores again hoping that there would be another pomeranian spitz there, I realized that what I am doing does not differ from reality. I have been looking out hoping to catch a glimpse of it and wishing I would finally have it with me. Funny thing is, what I am wishing for is not a pom spitz.

Tulad ng pinagdadaanan ko araw-araw, matagal-tagal na rin akong naghihintay. Siya na lang lagi ang laman ng isip ko, siya lang ang nakikita ko. Umaasa na balang-araw makakasama ko rin siya. Nagbabakasakali na sa masusuklian din niya ako. Pero tulad din ng pom spitz na inaasam ko, hindi ko ito nakukuha. Nandiyan lang siya alam ko. Pero hanggang dun lang, wala na nga sigurong mababago pa. Tulad ng mga pom spitz, hindi ko rin siya kayang abutin. Hanggang pangarap na lang ako. Minsan ko na inakalang pwede pero nabigo ako. Nagkalayo pa rin kami. Pero kahit na nagka-ganon, dumudungaw pa rin ako sa labas, masulyapan ko man lang siya. Hindi ko pa rin mapigilan ang sarili ko na ipagdasal na maulit muli.

Pero sa ngayon...
Just like the pomeranian spitz that I have been wishing for,
I can only look...
And just look...

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