Just babbling

So yeah, its that kind of moment again when I want to blog but have nothing to blog about (or too much to blog that I don't know which to blog first). I just feel like blogging and yeah, I know this is fast becoming a rant than a blog. Anyway, I do not care since this is my blog and I have every right to write anything that I want. Well, have you ever felt sad, very melancholy without knowing why? Its like a very sad feeling just overcame you and you cannot fathom why. That kind of feeling has been haunting me for quite some time now. I mean there are days that I suddenly feel very lonely. I know that I am carrying and handling a lot nowadays but for some reasons I cannot understand, I somehow know that these problems are not the cause of my sadness. Weird. But I think I'm a little bit scared. I am scared that this is a symptom of depression. I am a very emotional person and I know that depression has been an arm-reach for me for the longest time. I just hope that depression will not eventually wash over me.

Today marks the beginning of the Holy Week and for everything that has happened in my life I think this will be a different Holy Week for me. I just hope that I can find it in me to do what I ought to do this Lenten season. Nevertheless, I will do my best.