Ending it?

How do you say goodbye to someone who is a friend to you? How to end something that you have been relying to for a while now? How to let go of the hand that held yours to guide you from the dark? He who led you out of the dark tunnel into the bright sidewalk. He who lent you his shoulder to lean on. He who made you smile when you were about to cry. He who made each passing day easier to bear.


Sometimes I hope for longer times back when things are how they used to be.
Sometimes I long for conversations that meant to lighten a burden.
But you know what?
What I'm really searching for is the friendship that has transpired but now I cannot seem to find.

I'm looking for my "best".